Reporting the Truth. Restoring the Church.

The Bodies Behind the Bus is a podcast centering on the voices of spiritual abuse survivors. We began with stories out of the Acts 29 network and have branched into many organizations since our launch. We are the discarded few. We have been abused, gaslit, ignored, slandered, deceived, intentionally hurt, and betrayed. Our stories were manipulated and our voices were stolen. We were left alone with all the confusion, grief, hurt, and pain but today we begin to reclaim our stories and find our voices once again because we matter, and being a body behind the bus is not the gospel. more

Cult survivor stories. Hi! I'm Shelise Ann Sola— former devout Mormon. On C2C, my husband Jonathan and I dive deep into the nuance of cultic organizations and coercive manipulators. We are not anti-religious, but anti-abuse, and shed light in dark places to bring compassion, understanding and accountability. Together we discover how our guests find independence and healing through awareness and true individual sovereignty. more

Enter the Kingdom of the Cults with Cultish; a program that explores the impact of the cults from a theological, sociological, and psychologicalperspective. Immerse yourself in the thinking, teaching, strategies, and consequences born out of the nefarious leaders of these movements. more

Trust Me is a weekly interview podcast about cults, extreme belief, and the fine line between devotion and delusion—told through firsthand accounts from the people who lived it. Hosted by two women who've been in cults themselves, Lola Blanc and Meagan Elizabeth, the show features survivors from groups like Heaven's Gate, the Manson Family, NXIVM, OneTaste and more sharing personal stories of how they got in, how they got out, and everything in between. Each week, they invite these guests alongside experts who can dive deep into seductive leaders, the darker aspects of organized religion, and the subtler shades of groupthink and the psychology of influence. Trust Me explores it all with unfiltered honesty, dark humor, and a lot of heart. This isn't a sensationalized deep dive into cults—it's a compassionate, first-person exploration of what it means to believe, to belong, and to break free. At the end of the day, wanting to believe in something bigger than yourself is one of the most human instincts there is. more

Welcome to IndoctriNation: A weekly podcast covering cults, manipulators, and protecting yourself from systems of control. more

A podcast for anyone who has found themself disillusioned or discouraged in their faith journey and who wants to hold on to their faith while untangling it from all that is not good or true. more

Flying Free is a support resource for women of faith who need hope and healing from hidden emotional abuse, spiritual abuse, and narcissistic abuse. Because of misogynistic theology taught in controlling and spiritually abusive churches, many Christian women find themselves in destructive marriages where there is an uneven power dynamic. Male partners use their status as a husband to gain power and control over a woman's mind, emotions, body, social life, finances, and more. When she tries to get help from her equally abusive church environment, she is betrayed and re-abused. Flying Free offers a Christ-centered, gospel-oriented perspective on domestic abuse that protects and honors the voices and autonomy of women. Tune in each week to hear conversations with emotional abuse advocates and fellow survivors who will walk with you on your journey up and out. We hear you. You are not alone. Learn more at https://flyingfreenow.com more

Weekly podcast featuring teaching from Pastor Chris, interviews with experts, and stories from survivors.

We're just here to laugh and process our experiences. The views and opinions expressed on this podcast are unique to the host and guests. As ExMormons there tends to be a lot of trauma we experience but this is a place to retell our stories with a humorous twist. more

Hosted by Tyler Measom and Liz Iacuzzi, Was I In A Cult? is a documentary-style podcast showcasing individuals who have been in, and most importantly, successfully left a cult. Told first-hand by the experiencer themself, these are raw, riveting and inspirational tales of what it means to be a survivor. Using levity and info-tainment, the show humanizes the cultic experience and may leave some of our listeners asking themselves…'Wait…Was I In A Cult?' If you or someone you know has been in a cult and want to share your story, contact us at info@wasiinacult.com. We'd love to hear from you. more

Steven Hassan, PhD, is one of the leading experts on cults and undue influence in the world. A former member of the right-wing Moonie cult, Hassan was deprogrammed 45 years ago and has dedicated his life to helping people out of cults and destructive situations. Dr. Hassan is a licensed mental health professional and has written four books, including The Cult of Trump and the seminal book Combating Cult Mind Control. On this podcast, Steve will explain HOW mind-control works, and how to protect yourself from its grips. He will also address ethical influence as the podcast will address the entire Influence Continuum. He'll interview the biggest names in this field. more

Award Nominated Podcast. Long-Form Interview-Based Show Focusing on True Testimonies of Cult Survivors & Experts. Also Features Deep-Dive Research Episodes. more

Use sound history to critique, rethink, and rebuild faith. A safe haven for anyone deconstructing evangelicalism, ex-evangelicals, or anyone spiritually restless. Hear from people who make valuable contributions to the conversation about deconstruction, spirituality, restorative justice, and rebuilding faith with love as a foundation. more

 As a lifelong believer in Christ, I've grown weary of witnessing harm within spiritual settings. I'm tired of pretending it isn't happening or convincing myself that spiritual abuse isn't a serious issue—one that not only plagues the church but is also spreading beyond religious institutions. This is why the Soul Bruises podcast was created. It's dedicated to exposing, educating, and ultimately working toward the eradication of spiritual abuse in all its forms. Whether you can relate to my experiences or bring your own perspective to the table, I hope Soul Bruises offers a balanced and thorough exploration of the issue. Whether you're a spiritual leader, a member of a church, or someone with no connection to God or religion, I challenge you to reconsider your assumptions about spiritual abuse. I encourage you to tune in. With each episode, I hope you gain a clearer understanding of what spiritual abuse is, how it manifests in religious and non-religious settings, who it affects, and why it's crucial to address it with honesty and purpose. more

Over 58 million adults in the US have experienced spiritual abuse and religious trauma. Maybe you're one of them. The Broken to Beloved Podcast is for anyone who's been affected by spiritual abuse, religious trauma, or church hurt and is looking for practical resources to move toward healing and wholeness. Brian Lee is a pastor, coach, and speaker who survived it in 3 different environments and now works to advocate for others who have been wounded by the church and her leaders, and to provide practical tools for awareness and safeguarding against future abuse. more

Hi everyone! Welcome to the God Attachment Healing Podcast. I'm your host, Sam Landa. This podcast is dedicated to Christians who want to understand why they relate to God in the way they do. I explore how our early childhood relationship with our parents--specifically with how they met or did not meet our needs--influences how we relate to ourselves, the church, and to God. Because much of the pains and struggles of life are intertwined in these three areas, I discuss with my guests how we can find healing from the pain, confusion, doubt, and anger experienced in these relationships. If you're interested in learning more about your attachment style and how to heal from the pain you've experienced in the relationships mentioned above, then this podcast is for you. Welcome to the show! I'm happy you're here! more

Taking on church hurt and spiritual abuse one conversation at a time. If you've been hurt by the church, you're not alone. Together, we can heal. Together, we can bring about change. It's time to take a stand!*Church Disrupted is a production of the Spiritual Abuse Institute. Learn more about our work at: https://www.spiritualabuse.institute/ more

What happens when biblical patriarchy, christian nationalism, and a theology of authority and submission become the pillars of a movement? Scores of abuse stories in marriages, schools, churches, families, and more. Though these ideas have filtered throughout the United States for decades, they found a home in Moscow, Idaho, through the ministry and work of Doug Wilson. From there, they have influenced churches across the United States, and across the world. In this series, you'll hear from experts on all aspects of these movements, and the stories of abuse from those who survived. Some are Christian, some are not, but one thing they've got in common? They're finally speaking out. This is their story.Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/sons-of-patriarchy--6517628/support. more

Latinx centric conversations on exiting evangelicalism, deconstruction, and religious trauma.

We encourage Christian Asian mental health by erasing shame and stopping stigma in order to advance compassion and care for every person. more

Spiritual Trauma has been defined as occurring when a person's religious experience is stressful, degrading, dangerous, abusive, or damaging. I am a mother joined by my adult daughter as we discuss our family's story of recovering from spiritual trauma. In each episode of REST we will share our experience of 17 years in a church community with a high-control culture.  Thankfully we are now on a journey toward true soul rest. We welcome your feedback and stories.  You can reach us at the.rest.podcast.info@gmail.com more

Religious and cult ideologies often use the practice of shunning to silence their critics and to control their members through fear. This podcast sheds light on shunning through real life stories as told by the people that have lived through it. Learn what their lives were like and where they have ended up in life after being shunned. Featuring stories from Jehovah's Witnesses, Scientology, Amish, Mennonite, FLDS, the Moonies, and more, you will learn about the real lives of former members that have been shut out by their former communities. The host is an exJW himself, a professional cult recovery coach, and provides insight into the psychology of coercive control and the impacts on those subjected to it through these high control groups. more

Sunday School Dropouts is a podcast hosted by trained therapists Dr. Laura Anderson and Andrew Kerbs. Both Andrew and Laura grew up in high control religion and spent years trying to live up to the rules and standards until one day, they couldn't do it anymore. They spent our lives aspiring to be true followers of God and all they got from it was religious trauma.So now, they're taking our lived experiences along with their education, training, and work with clients to create this podcast a podcast that goes beyond deconstruction and focuses on the unique aspects healing and recovery for folks coming out of high control religions, cults, fundamentalism, purity culture and those with religious trauma. Each episode they will be talking with other experts, mental health practitioners, coaches, advocates, therapists and folks who have survived fundamentalist systems, to learn from their experiences and offer resources and support for healing. more

An ex-fundamentalist sheds light on the dark side of the church… from the pulpit to the pews.

We exist for those impacted by religious trauma by providing support for prevention of victimization and revictimization, creating a safe space to ask questions and to heal. more

Bringing Hope and Healing to Targets of Abusive Leadership in Christian Organizations. Giving voice to our blogs! more

Heal The Wounds, Own Your Story, Lead Your Life. Led by Branon Dempsey, this YouTube page is a safe space for people and survivors of childhood trauma, to help you reclaim your story so you can be fully connected to lead life. Subscribe today to become part of a supportive community where hope, healing, and empowerment await—because your story matters. ➡️ Podcast / iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-your-story-matters-podcast-with-branon-dempsey/id1609639138 ➡️ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@branondempsey. ➡️ Branon Dempsey Substack: https://branondempsey.substack.com ➡️ Join our Threads, Instagram, X Bluesky: @branondempsey ➡️ Linktree: https://linktr.ee/BranonDempsey more

For some, church is pretty simple. For others, it can be pretty complicated. So if faith and spirituality is a 'heck yes' but church is a 'hell no', welcome to Unchurchable - the place where we are able to participate in faith in our own way whether it is taking on taboo topics or exploring the unknown. After all, an examined faith is a strong one. more

Descent Into Light courageously unpacks stories often left untold—stories of adults harmed within religious settings, including everything from sexual abuse to the broader reality of spiritual abuse. Co-creators Sister Theresa Aletheia Noble and Sister Danielle Victoria Lussier draw on their experiences to illustrate the broader picture of how adult abuse unfolds in spiritual settings, focusing specifically on the setting of the Catholic Church. www.sistersofthelittleway.com more

The Moving Forward podcast is for individuals seeking healing and recovery from the lasting impacts of spiritual abuse. Focused on navigating life after leaving high-demand groups, the podcast delves into the journey of overcoming trauma and finding a renewed sense of balance and well-being. With a keen understanding of the challenges posed by such experiences, the hosts bring a wealth of firsthand knowledge.Moving Forward provides a safe and empathetic space for listeners to explore their own paths to healing. Drawing from their extensive backgrounds, the hosts offer valuable insights and practical strategies for coping with the aftermath of spiritual abuse. Through candid discussions and supportive dialogue, the podcast aims to empower listeners to reclaim their lives and forge a healthier, more fulfilling future beyond the confines of their past experiences. more

Sexvangelicals is a podcast about the sex education the church didn't want you to have, hosted by Julia and Jeremiah, two licensed and certified sex therapists. more

Welcome to 'Living Cult Free: The Podcast,' where survivors of high-control groups share their raw, unfiltered stories. No narrators, no sensationalism—just pure, unadulterated survivor accounts. Listen to the voices often eclipsed by cult leaders and hear the truth, one story at a time. This podcast was originally called: Everyday Cults, Everyday People and produced by C. Jane Taylor and Gerette Buglion. To hear Gerette riff about the stages of cultic involvement as described in her memoir, An Everyday Cult , listen to Season One, Episodes 1-6. To check out helpful conversations with Dr. Steve Hassan about the Influence Continuum and the BITE model, head over to Season Two, Episodes 7 - 12. more

An interview show about people who grew up in cults and how they adjusted to mainstream society after they left. more

Have you been hurt by the church but still long for a genuine relationship with God? Do you wrestle with religious guilt, fear-based teachings, or the wounds of spiritual abuse? You're not alone.Welcome to When Church Hurts: Healing from Spiritual Abuse, a podcast for Christian women seeking freedom from controlling religious systems while holding onto their faith. Hosted by Melodi Kitzmiller, this show is a safe space to process your experiences, untangle toxic theology, and rediscover the true grace and love of God—without fear, shame, or legalism.Each episode explores topics such as:✔️ How to recognize spiritual abuse and religious trauma✔️ Healing from fear-based faith and guilt-driven obedience✔️ Navigating family and friendships after leaving a controlling church✔️ Rebuilding a faith that feels safe and life-giving✔️ Practical steps to heal emotionally, mentally, and spirituallyWhether you're deconstructing harmful beliefs, learning to set boundaries, or simply searching for peace, When Church Hurts will help you break free from religious oppression, rebuild your faith, and reclaim the peace God intended for you.🎧 Subscribe now and begin your journey toward healing, wholeness, and unshakable faith. more

Religious order abuse is a problem in the Catholic Church that is too often not exposed for fear of reprisal, cover-up, or a false sense of 'scandalizing' the Church. Ignoring the problem does not make it go away. Some Catholics who left everything to follow God are suffering under the thumb of superiors who have used their role to manipulate, torment, and abuse those they are called to serve as Christ served. If you are a former member of a religious community and you are looking for resources, or would like to get your story out, please contact Alycia at conventreform@wordpress.org. more

The Real Talk Real Women show is a valuable resource for individuals who have experienced abuse or toxic relationships and are looking for support and guidance on their healing journey. The show features strong and powerful women who have overcome their own challenges and are now helping others do the same. Gemma Serenity has such a diverse and extensive background in education and personal development. She uses her experiences and expertise to help others build confidence, self-love, and success in various areas of their lives. The mission of this show is to raise awareness about abuse and provide support for individuals who have experienced it, by making a positive impact in the world. gemmasgem.substack.com more

Held. Healed. Looking back over my life, I see the evidence of God's presence. I have always been held. In recent years, I began a journey of healing. Healing takes time. I have come so far and there is so much to learn. Join me as I share my story and the stories of others who are held and healed. I am surrounded by a village of fellow warriors. We are using our voices to raise awareness and advocate for survivors. We will explore the realities of sexual abuse, domestic violence and spiritual abuse and glean from resources that will bless you on your healing journey. more

The Warriors Community Podcast exists for survivors of religious and sexual abuse within the church. We provide a safe place to share survivor stories about healing, lessons learned, tools, and resources. more

Groundbreaking podcast pioneering pivotal conversations about Spiritual Abuse.Interviews with authors, artists, experts, and story tellers to validate the experience of survivors of Spiritual Abuse, providing practical insights for the recovery journey. Your host is Katherine Spearing, a Certified Trauma Recovery Practitioner with nearly a decade of previous experience working in the evangelical church. This is the affiliate podcast of TearsofEden.org , a nonprofit for community and understanding in the aftermath of Spiritual Abuse. Find us on Instagram @uncertainpodcast more

Freedom from Spiritual Abuse The Podcast tackles the tough topics of religious trauma and spiritual abuse and explores how they present themselves in faith environments. more